months of letters mid-air before I knew her face, many more weeks before I could look at it directly one middle finger tracing the back of a middle knuckle a meditation an introduction to touch if you listen past breath, you can hear the sound a woman’s skin makes on another’s skin: a prayer a welcome the luminescence of oil: how she makes a body shine even in its earthness (still, sometimes, I fear she’ll turn or return to ivy) how I hold back my breath, my pulse, the full weight of my mouth, so she knows my reverence and desire in perfect balance This is a poem in moments kind and cautious: each deliberation a devotion, every exploration a sanctity we cannot bear to reduce to romance
Tag: romance
But What, they ask me, is Romance?
with a line by Regina Spektor
I stand outside a New Orleans coffeeshop in an Indiana town, my face all summer sun, having just decided I will let my lover love his wife. This is how I remember romance: a rubber band. The longing in its pull, the welt left by its snap. I left soulmate on a curb outside an abandoned gas station, fate and destiny its burned-out neon signs. I tucked god in a bright white nativity and walked away. I know there's no such thing as mine. But reverence. Abandon. This hulking, dramatic beast, roaring against its harness, my hands raw from the leash. I know there's no such thing as mine. Still I seek a yard where it is safe for him to play.